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stuck in between words
and stuck between lines
stuck in my throat, nose and eyes
struck by the impact you had on me
that soon all my life as shitty as always turns to be
(like) a shithole town with nowhere to go
still i choke, but
carry me around
just as long as there is fire
return yourself to me
please don’t leave it in the sideway
I’m sick and tired of this whole world
finding an exit instead of an entrance is
all I wish for
stuck in between doors
and stuck between beds
strung out and wounded
replenish my soul, my body
my sex drive
stuck in between words
and stuck between lines
stuck in my throat, nose and eyes
struck by the difference you brought to me
that soon all my life shitty will be
making no difference
making no sense
making no ends meet
all due to stress
making no words right
my thoughts wave goodbye
my forces will die
my mongrel would die
bury me in the sun
throw my ashes in the highway
remind me when you’re gone
things won’t always go in my way
bury me in the night
return myself into nothing
expect the worse to come
I won’t be there
I’ll be out there
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2. |
Stomp Me
02:15
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stomp me, stomp me
crash my head
I feel it
stomp me, stomp me
cum in my mouth
I feel it
stomp me, stomp me
choke my throat
I feel it
stomp me, stomp me
fuck me til death and now
stomp me altogether
or stomp me alone, yeah
each time
we fuck
I feel
a little
death
stomp me, ah
crash my head
I feel it
stomp me, ah
cum in my mouth
I feel it
stomp me, ah
choke my throat
I feel it
stomp me, ah
fuck me til death and now
stop
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3. |
12
02:34
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locked inside a three to one
spinning, turning, quitting not
said you’re looking for yr gun
and I all see is blood
the times you looked into our eyes
times you gave us
the hardest time just for yr fun to get
they’re waiting they’re waiting
in the line to get
they’re waiting they’re waiting
in the line to get
they’re waiting they’re waiting
in the line to get, oh
locked inside a three to one
spinning, turning, quitting not
said you’re looking for yr gun
and I all see is blood
walking down the street
feels very dangerous
my whole life
depends on the riffle of yr gun
fucking cop
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4. |
Gasp
04:32
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faking all the signs
when I know that you’re faking it
words can’t repay the cost
paid when you’ve lost
bleed for all the ties
that were torn
when you break it
as if yr life wasn’t hard enough
now, give it away
I don’t need that kind of talk, I said
I’m tired
I’m bleeding
I’m aching
I want to go home
feedback loop is my noose
they tryna set head straight of the operator
they could suffer just for the sake of prayer
they tryna shake bare hands with the amputated
they’d do them good but end up isolated
feedback loop is my noose
a proper face is just what I should be wearing
ripp off my skin, so as to fit in the splendour
break all the mirrors, I won’t return the favour
keep me alive, while I try to drown the sailor
signs
the stars so bright
but the could be faking it
I cannot force or put a blame on it
I can’t describe how it felt like
it burns up inside
as they step on it
I’m weary, I’m trying
to hold on to it
each day adds on
to the loop I’m in
no longer gasping
cause I
find no
point at all
banging on a stone wall
find no
point at all
banging on a stone wall made like this
breaking yr face off a wall
surely it’s coming a big takeover
some say
you’ve got to take it all the way
faded love calling absent, I know
bled all you’ve paid
faded life calling not so often
cause of the sickening
oh, break it
stop
and I don’t wanna feel
this sickening
break the sickening
stop
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Kohoutek
04:21
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I’ve got fifteen voices inside my head
fifty doses inside my hand
twenty years to understand
the ties that bend
the chalice is flooded
the faucet ran over
I tried to get over
another turnover
sing for the times or the lies that you said
sing for the things that would get you to bed
ruined my life
face of desire you fail me
I cannot see, I can’t reply
face of desire you fail me
leave me torn and blind
bleed for yr love or
turn me blind
consequences lie ahead
do it all the time
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why
each time I drive
my mind flies by
concepts that I
should never try
and end my
tormented life
one faithful night
I did that
no regrets, no compromising
death driving comes in my mind
every time I cannot cope with something
every little thing bugging me
I dream of dying crashing upon a wall
cause, every time you tryna make things right
all you do is that you push me over
see my lie dead upon the wheel
I didn’t give shit, I just went out and drive
at night
cause it tears me apart
no matter how far
I’ll jump in and
drive
then close my eyes
can’t see me crash upon the wall
don’t let me drive
let’s live another night
no matter how far
I’ll jump in and drive
don’t let me drive
bliss is always far
It’s tearing me apart
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7. |
Training Shaman/Gaslit
03:43
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I am not the son
neither am an heir
had no big old family
but like spirituality
forcing myself to the top
I tryna touch the sky
training to be shaman someday
come close to those who die
faking signs of ecstasy
my dreams remain a sigh
a sigh far from what should be
the visions of our time
I do not like the world I live in
I just love getting high
with special treatment from my friends
my visions remain bright
faking my way to the top
sometimes I meander a bit too long
far and deep into the woods
return with self-inflicted wounds
heavy is the head
light is the mind
never had anything to do
with power and might
despising the reality
the way pills are prescribed
I’m working on my shaman skills
I’m gonna touch the sky
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lie into yr face
all that time can’t erase
I’d like to pave the pain away
there (are) times that can’t be erased
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8. |
Skydive
05:33
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each time I move up on the sky
faces pass me by
each time I come down
faces change as if they lie
wondering how time passes by
giving into shifts of tide
giving in to what you will
do it, do it
high on the sky
changing like a tide
always seek to find
I don’t wanna die
high as a kite
watch me as I sky
dive off of mountain smoking pine
tryna figure out how it works
I can’t understand
floating into the night
I’ll be doin’ it, doin’ it
so sad
you had to go and leave it
assigning all the blame
and so
the sun
can feel
the sun
burning-burning
it’s always scorching
always change
but it burns me not
tender like a glove
always change
it burns me not
don’t let yr fears to grow
hit ‘em with a stone
let yr mind to blow
it’s painful, I know
tender like a glove
it burns me not
always changing
always change
it burns me not
tender like a glove
watch as the sun
keeps burning
always changing
never end
it burns me not
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